God of Now

Have you ever heard the expression God is a God of now? With so many reasons to love our amazing God, do I dare say one of my favorite reasons is knowing He is the God on Now! This means God is existing in the Eternal Present Tense, He’s not an “I was” or a “will be,” but rather in Hebrew it says, “God is.” When we hold onto this truth, we realize that God’s love for us is NOW, His purpose for us is NOW, and His breakthroughs for us are NOW.

I know my last blog was about this tax collector named Zacchaeus who climbed a tree in order to get a better look of this man Jesus. In this blog I want to talk about the aftermath, when Jesus ordered Zacchaeus to come down. It’s important we look at the words Jesus used, he said, “Zacchaeus, come down immediately. I must stay at your house today” (Luke 19:5). The key word is “today.” Jesus didn’t want to meet with Zacchaeus the following day or on his next visit through town, he wanted to meet with Zacchaeus in that present moment. Jesus like God, or Jesus the Son of God, or Jesus, God in the flesh; however you want to word it, also was about the NOW. Jesus knew Zacchaeus needed a breakthrough and he wasn’t going to make him wait for it.

The next part of the story is my favorite. It seems kind of abrupt how all of a sudden Zacchaeus stands up and says, “Look, Lord! Here and now I give half of my possessions to the poor, and if I have cheated anybody out of anything, I will pay back four times the amount” (Luke 19:8). But this verse is yet another indicator of how God is the God of Now. You see a lot of times we think it’s going to take months or years for God to change someone or even change ourselves, but our God of Now doesn’t need months or years for transformation. In fact it’s pretty clear that Zacchaeus received a breakthrough that entailed full transformation in the time span of one day! While everyone was still gossiping about Jesus going to the house of a sinner, Zacchaeus was already a new man.

You see what a beautiful thing it is to have a God of Now. We don’t need to wait for tomorrow to receive a breakthrough, transformation, or even love. God is right here, right now, willing to give us what we need. This mentality we have that it’s going to take forever to be forgiven or accepted by God needs to dissolve, because our God is now. Just like it took Zacchaeus one encounter with Jesus, all it takes for us is one encounter to never be the same again.

Get Off the Tree

There are so many stories in the bible and powerful verses, but for some reason I have always felt attachment to the story of Zacchaues the tax collector. Maybe it’s because I can relate to him, being short myself or because as a child I use to love climbing trees. I remember once I was on a family camping trip, at the time I was about 11 years old. I decided to climb a tree that looked as if it had specifically been grown for climbing. There were branches to hold onto and perfect spots for feet placement. Before I knew it, I was high up on the tree looking down at our camp sight. I could imagine how accomplished Zacchaues must have felt once he climbed the tree and was able to look down and see Jesus walking through. As quick as the thrill of having climbed the tree came, it went, when I realized I was going to have to climb down. Even as a fearless child sitting up on a tree, I knew climbing down would be more challenging and panic struck. To make a long story short, my dad ended up moving his truck closer to the tree and climbing it half way to guide me down (embarrassing I know).

What’s my point in this embarrassing anecdote and how does it relate to Zacchaues?

Many times, like this man, we are eager and hungry for God, to know more of Him. So we climb the tree (take the first steps) but then we stay there, at a distance. Zacchaues climbed the tree because he was curious, he had heard so much about this man Jesus, that he took a drastic measure to ensure he would catch a glimpse. I’m sure he never expected Jesus to spot him way up there on the tree, but that’s the thing about Jesus, when he sees we are hungry or maybe even just curious, he goes out of his way to draw near to us. James 4:8 says, “ Draw near to God and He will draw near to you.”

It doesn’t stop there though. When Jesus spotted Zacchaeus on the tree and told him to come down, it says, “so he came down at once and welcomed him gladly.” That right there is the key to advancement in the kingdom. It requires an action and not just any action, but one that’s challenging and maybe a little bit scary…getting down from the tree. Many of us have been sitting, just hanging out on a tree for quite some time, watching Jesus from afar. In our hearts we long for more, but we have either gotten too comfortable on the tree or have grown fearful of coming down. Zacchaeus didn’t know Jesus personally, he didn’t know what to expect when he came down from the tree, but despite the unknown he was A) obedient B) willing. We can’t expect to grow in God or know God on a deeper level if we don’t get down from the tree. We certainly can’t expect to fulfill God’s purpose for our lives if we don’t get off the tree. Watching Jesus from a distance can only satisfy us for so long before something else come and distracts us. The signs, miracles, and wonders Jesus performed can’t only continue to be bible stories and church testimonies, they need to be alive and active inside of us and this can only occur when we decide to draw near to Jesus by climbing down the tree. Your breakthrough beings when you take the first step to get off the tree.

No Shortcuts in the Kingdom

“When Pharaoh let the people go, God did not lead them on the road through the Philistine country, though that was shorter. For God said, “If they face war, they might change their minds and return to Egypt.” Exodus 13:17

If you’re like me, you like things quick and easy. In fact most of today’s modern inventions are made to quicken up the process of doing or making something. Cars were invented for faster transportation and when that wasn’t fast enough, then came freeways. We are constantly looking for the easy way, the shorter way, but in Exodus 13:17 it says “God did not lead them on the road through the Philistine country, though that was shorter.” We can see that God deliberately choose to take the Israelites the longer way instead of the shorter way. It’s important to know that sometimes the long way is the right way even when our flesh and spirit desires the short way.

Everything God does has a purpose, for the Israelites the reason for the longer way was because God knew if they faced war, they would return back to Egypt. However, God’s purpose in taking them through the desert for 40 years didn’t stop there. During this long, agonizing journey at times, God was able to spiritually strengthen and prepare them for the entrance into the Holy Land. In other words it was a crucial process for the Israelites. The same goes for our lives. Sometimes the easy way won’t cut it for us because it won’t build our character or spiritually strengthen us the way God intends it to. It’s through these longer moments that we learn to trust God more.

Many times we argue with God, demanding to have things right away or questioning why things can’t just happen immediately. In our minds we say, well God since you can everything, why can’t you just make this happen for me now. There are no short cuts in the kingdom. That’s like Jesus asking The Father umm Hey Dad isn’t there an easier less painful way to do this? It sounds silly doesn’t it? Yet, that’s what we do whenever God wants to purposely take us through an extensive process, we get angry and impatient, failing to stop and ask God what He wants to teach us through this process. Romans 5:4 says, “And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation.” We need to trust that if God wanted the shorter way for us, He would lead us through it.

Letting Go to Hold on

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Think about this; sometimes God, (whose love for us is the greatest love out there) let’s us go. He doesn’t force us to do anything, but rather has given us free will. And no matter how much God wants us all for himself, there are moments when God deliberately lets go of us in sadness. Why would God let go of his children whom he loves so much? Sometimes God lets go to give us what WE want in order for us to realize, that in fact, it isn’t what we really want. It isn’t until God lets us go that we often learn who is the one most dear to us, God. “The Lord corrects the ones he loves” (Hebrews 12:6.) So yes, He lets us go; watches as we slowly dig ourselves into a hole, all the while sending out signals and warnings. But He doesn’t take a hold of us, until we decide and realize on our own that we truly want and need God!

Just as it hurts God to let us go, it hurts us to have to let go of the things and people we love. We’ve always been taught to hold onto the things and people we love most, but we fail to realize that sometimes letting go is the best thing we can do. In letting go of what we hold so dear, we allow God to take that place and take a hold of us. In life I have come to learn that letting go of something good for the sake of God means I get to hold on to something GREAT! When we choose not to let go of those things we hold so dearly, we are telling God He is not the most important in our life.

There’s a story in the bible about a man who tells Jesus he has kept all the commandments. The man asks Jesus,” What do I still lack?” Jesus answered, “If you want to be perfect, go, sell your possessions and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me” (Matthew 19:20-21). It says the young man heard this and went away sad. The moment it hurts us to give something up or it saddens us greatly, is when we can be sure that God is no longer the most important one in our lives. This is why God asks us to let go of certain things, in order to get our full attention back on Him. God doesn’t want to come in second place or have part of our hearts; He wants to be the pinnacle of our life. However, He can’t be our cornerstone when there are other things and people we are holding onto closer then Him. Matthew 6:21 says, “Where your treasure is, there your heart will also be.” What are the things or people God is asking you to let go of? Remember we are blessed when we let go of what God asks us to, and it’s not until we let go of these things that He can embrace us.

Trust Without Borders

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I was listening to the song Oceans by Hillsong United while worshipping the other night. I have heard this song many times before, but that night the lines “Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders,” took a hold of me. Trusting God without borders? It’s easy to trust God when we have everything in line, when we have a career and plans for a future, but what happens to that trust when we don’t? We trust God when the money is flowing, and there’s a roof over our head, but where’s the trust when we take those things out of the equation? God confronted me hard that night. I claimed to trust God but in moments of thinking about my future, I was overcome with fear and loneliness. Often times, the trust I have for God is with borders and God grabbed my attention to tell me He wants to show me to trust Him without boarders. Trust like that of Noah when he was asked to build an Ark. Never having heard or seen of rain, he was obedient and trusting. Trust like Abraham, who though probably uncertain, walked to sacrifice his only son trusting God was in control.

Sometimes God will strip everything away so the only thing we have left to do is trust in him with all our hearts. Psalms 20:7 says, “Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God” (ESV.) Those chariots and horses are the things we tend to trust in more than God, but God wants us to be safe and secure in Him. Trusting in God is knowing we will never be alone because He is a faithful and loving God. Many times God will show us what real trust looks like by taking away the things or people we come to trust and rely on more than Him. Learning to trust God without borders is the hardest thing we may ever have to do, but when those thoughts of fear and loneliness come we must fix our eyes on Jesus. We fix our eyes on the One who loves us more than anyone in this world will ever love us. We fix our eyes on the One who gave His life for us and trust Him because we know without a doubt He will never let us down. As the scripture says, “When I am afraid, I put my trust in you,” (Psalms 56:3 ESV.)

So in those moments, when God strips us of our man made borders, and our self made security, our hearts must rejoices in the midst of the pain. We must hold on to His word that says in Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope” (ESV.) If this is what it takes for us to draw closer to God, for us to trust God with all that we are, than we need to embrace it without complaint. Even when our hearts feel broken or fearful and our future is unclear we will trust in our everlasting rock. We will wake up every day declaring Psalms 52:8 “But I am like a green olive tree in the house of God. I trust in the steadfast love of God forever and ever” (ESV.) After all, trusting in God’s steadfast love is the only really security we can ever have.

Complaint Leads to Defeat

Hebrews 12:3-4

Think of all the hostility he endured from sinful people;[a] then you won’t become weary and give up. After all, you have not yet given your lives in your struggle against sin.

Growing up I was kind of obsessed with Winnie the Pooh; I loved all the characters except one, Eeyore. Eeyore was always moping around and complaining, even as a child I found him to be annoying. To give you a better idea (in case you never watched Winnie the Pooh) here is one of Eeyores famous lines: “End of the road. Nothing to do, and no hope of things getting better.” Where am I going with this you ask? God confronted me with the realization that so often I act just like this character. I complain and whine on a daily basis over small insignificant things and Jesus who died for me on the cross, not once complained despite all the suffering He endured. The problem with complaining, other then it showing a lack of gratitude for all God does, is that complaining leads to mental defeat. There is nothing we go through in life worth complaining about, when we bring to mind Jesus on the cross. You know the saying a positive attitude brings positive results? When we have a heart of thanksgiving, despite the million reasons we may think we have the right to complain, we aren’t giving the devil a chance. However, when we choose to complain, we open a door for the enemy to start making us want to give up. Even when the Christian walk gets tough I have to remember not once did Jesus complain or even question God, he simply did what the Father asked of Him. This is exactly what we need to do as followers of Jesus! We must continue on with our Christian walk without allowing complaint and defeat to attack our minds. We need to always remember what Jesus went through was far worse and he did it without a single moan, groan, or grumble. Isaiah 53: 7, He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before its shearers is silent, 
 so he did not open his mouth.” If Jesus had started to whine and complain, he could have ended up talking himself out of doing the Father’s will. The more he complained the more convinced he could have made himself to give up. Complaining makes the mind weary and that’s where defeat over powers our minds. This is why we need to always rejoice and be grateful, to always keep in mind the hostility Jesus endured, because this will keep our minds from defeat.

Samaritan Women

Image-1-5 Hatred between Jews and Samaritans was fierce and long-standing during biblical times. This was a result of varies disagreements, wars, and differences in worship. The Samaritans built their own Temple for worship on Mt. Gerizim, and decided that their mountain was the dwelling place of the Lord, rather then the Temple in Jerusalem. For this reason Jews did not associate with Samaritans, making the encounter Jesus had with the Samaritan women in John chapter 4 all the more interesting. Ever wonder why Jesus being a Jew would associate with a Samaritan women? The simple answer; because Jesus is love. Keep reading for the extended answer. I am certain Jesus didn’t even hesitate to ask this women for a drink because Jesus didn’t look at the fact that she was a Samaritan, He looked at her heart. Jesus didn’t see her as an adulterer or label her into the category of promiscuous women; instead He seized the moment to confront her with love and hope, that otherwise she may never have gotten. The Samaritan women’s response to a Jesus speaking to her, is one we so often give God, “You are a Jew and I am a Samaritan woman. How can you ask me for a drink?” In other words, “You are Holy, I am a sinner. How can you speak to me?” Rather then embracing God’s acceptance of who we are, just how we are, we question how He could love us or how He could want to talk to us. Like the Samaritan women, we fail to recognize who is the one asking for a drink. Ever heard the quote, “we are our own worst critics?” Often times we are the one’s that label ourselves; “I’m a liar, I’m a thief, I’m a fornicator, I’m a gossiper, etc.” Meanwhile, God is standing right in front of us labeling us His children, “See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him” (1 John 3:1). Just as Jesus knew the Samaritan women had a not so clean life, He knows all our imperfections, but He wants to encounter us to bring us to hope if we let Him. If we stop questioning and wondering why He’s there for us and why He wants to talk to us the sinners and simply learn to embrace is ever open arms for us, He would be more then willing to give us the living water that will forever quench our thirst. God says come as you are because I love you as imperfect as you are.

Deeper Look into Lazarus

John 11:43-44

 “When he had said this, Jesus called in a loud voice, “Lazarus, come out!” The dead man came out, his hands and feet wrapped with strips of linen, and a cloth around his face. Jesus said to them, “Take off the grave clothes and let him go.”

In all miracles found in the scripture God adds an element of teaching for us. These teachings benefit us by edifying our faith and strengthening our relationship with God. A very well known story in the bible and one of the greatest supernatural miracles recorded is about a man named Lazarus, whom Jesus brought back to life after being dead four days. I’ve broken this story into three main points we can.

  1. The miracles God will do in us and for us will, happen on God’s time and in God’s own way. Martha and Mary wanted Jesus to come when Lazarus was still alive, not after the matter. One of the first things Martha tells Jesus, once he finally arrives to see Lazarus is, “if you had been here, my brother would not have died.” Martha might as well have just told Jesus “it’s your fault he’s dead because you didn’t heal him when we asked.” God’s timing is perfect and He shows Martha and Mary that, by supplying a supernatural miracle long after the time they expected it to occur. Here we find a valuable lesson in hopefully waiting on God to answer us, not when we want but when God says it’s time.
  2. God does the miracle but He needs us to participate. In the process of Lazarus miracle, Jesus required the participation of men from beginning to end. First He needed men to remove the stone from the tomb and then to remove the linens from Lazarus body. It is important that we remember God doesn’t need us, but rather we need Him. However, God does require participation from us. In the waiting process for our miracle to occur, we need to pray without ceasing and worship God. Sometimes our participation will require more than just worshipping. For example if we are waiting on God to supply a job, we must fill out applications and turn in resumes, that’s the participation God requires for that specific miracle. Every miracle requires different kinds of participation, but one thing they all require is that while we wait we worship God and He will glorify himself.
  3. There are barriers that can hinder our miracles. In Lazarus case there was an actual barrier, the stone covering his tomb. If Jesus hadn’t made sure the stone was removed what good would it be for Lazarus to be alive, but stuck in the tomb? For us, many times the barrier blocking our miracle is sin. God cannot move in our miracle when there is sin in our life, because sin separates us from God. The simplest way to remove sin and the only way is to ask God for forgiveness. The action of coming before God with a repentant heart will move the barrier and allow the miracle to move through.

Let me end with this. After Jesus ordered Lazarus to come out, He wasn’t done. Even though Lazarus was in a sense a brand new being now, with new organs, new blood, new skin, and a new respiratory system, the work wasn’t finished in him yet. Jesus tells them to take the “grave clothes” off of Lazarus. Lazarus still had things from the past to remove, despite his new healthy life. You see, the work in us is never finished. Even after we are made new, God keeps working on us. There is always something else to remove, to undo, to change. Just because we receive the miracle we wanted doesn’t mean we are “Holy” or that we can sit back and relax. All it means is God is good!

It’s A Process

Have you ever not studied for a test and then failed? You were so upset, but you had no one to blame but yourself.  Then you keep beating yourself up about it saying,  “if only I had studied.” Many times in our Christian walk, that’s the kind of position we find ourselves in. Completely torn, discouraged, and even confused, all because “we didn’t study,” or listen to the voice of God. We so often ignore God’s voice despite it being loud and clear telling us not to do something, or not go somewhere, etc. Instead we do just the opposite; we feed our flesh and we continue feeding it slowly, until suddenly we realize we are way to full and have lost control. We get to the point where we realize we are way in over our heads. We realize we’ve dug a hole so deep, that we can no longer even see the light at the top. Afterwards is when the blame starts. Why didn’t I listen? Why did I have to be so dumb?  And of course we eventually realize we have no one to blame but ourselves. The worst part is when we decide to start over, and we expect change to come so quickly. We expect everything to fall into place right away. However, it doesn’t…Nope, starting over is a process, a long painful one. It doesn’t happen over night or even in a week. When we turn away from God for so long and then realize how much we need him and how much we have failed him, the restoration process isn’t going to be easy. It takes time and commitment. Proverbs 3:12 says, “Because the Lord disciplines those he loves, as a father the son he delights in.” God must expose us before he can begin to restore us. It’s hard to remember that in our weakness we are made strong, but we must not get discouraged. Think about how long God waited for us to get it straight, now it’s our turn to wait while God begins the change in our hearts. Because we know that it will happen and when it does it will be the greatest thing ever. Romans 8:28 says, And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who[a] have been called according to his purpose.”

The Only Thing Beautiful In Me

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The only thing beautiful in me is You!

Now that’s a statement worth repeating! We live in a world so tainted and full of misconceptions that we have lost sight of what true beauty really is. We grow up thinking beauty is found in what others see in us, believing we can “fix ourselves up,” with plastic surgery, a cake face of makeup, or a new wardrobe. We long to hear those reassuring words come out of other peoples mouths, “you are so beautiful,” because only then do we see ourselves as beautiful. What society fails to see however is that true beauty is found in God. Genesis 1:27 says we were made in the image of God; and God is as perfect as they come! What does that say about us? If our identity is in Christ, then we are naturally beautiful when God lives in us. Yet we continue to try so hard to win approval of men and with many failed attempts we still aren’t able to see the true beauty that’s within us. The only thing that will ever be beautiful in us is God! So if we are so desperate to have that beauty, if we are willing to go through great lengths for it, why not do it by seeking more of God in us? The more of God we have, the more beauty we will contain and reflect.

We can never be beautiful without God, no matter what we do, or how hard we try. Instead our beauty should consist of our true inner self. 1 Peter 3:3-4 says, You should not use outward aids to make yourselves beautiful, such as the way you fix your hair, or the jewelry you put on, or the dresses you wear. Instead, your beauty should consist of your true inner self, the ageless beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of the greatest value in God’s sight.” God is what makes a person beautiful, we should always remember that, and stay clear of the lies the world throws at us.

A couple years back this was a big struggle for me so I dove into the word purposely looking for scriptures that would reassure me on what God thinks of me. I began to write them down in a notebook, now years later I still go back to these scriptures I wrote down whenever I begin to forget or doubt who I am in Christ. Because sometimes the enemy fills us with discouragement and tries to make us lose our identity, but our reassurance is always God and all His love for us and all He says we are. One of my favorite reminder passages of what God thinks of me is in Isaiah 43:4, “Since you are precious and honored in my sight,and because I love you, I will give people in exchange for you, nations in exchange for your life.” We are beautiful not because the world says we are or because we keep up with the latest trends. We are beautiful because God says we are fearfully and wonderfully made, because He says we are precious and honored in His sight. No one can ever make us feel more beautiful than God because He is the very reason we are beautiful.